Does my life really sucks this much?

[The Don Killuminati]

Your life does not suck, you are going through some problems.

Doesn't mean anything, think good not bad.

[iNviZ]

Try and get some confidence and motivate youself to go the extra limit.You seem nice and honest your 17 so your life is really about to start.Make the best mate.I was in kind of the same boat with my family but once i got out of school alot changed for me.Good luck and hang in there bro.

[Gerira]

Try and get some confidence and motivate youself to go the extra limit.You seem nice and honest your 17 so your life is really about to start.Make the best mate.I was in kind of the same boat with my family but once i got out of school alot changed for me.Good luck and hang in there bro.

Thanks for helping me out, thanks everyone. You all basicly said that I need to be more outgoing and that it will get better after some time, but the problem is, everyone treats me like I'm somekind of an idiot or something like that. No one takes me seriously and I feel so alone. Damn it, I was even alone for my birthday. I got some money for my birthday to spend it on my birthday celebration out in the town on a Saturday night, but there's not that many options to spend it on when you're alone. Also, I was even alone for Christmas eve, and every now and then my parents go out of town for couple of days due to their work.

About Facebook, well... I don't have Internet. That's the problem. They disconnected it more than a year ago due to not paying the bills on time. They still aren't paid. Lately people noticed that something is different with me, they even say I act suicidal. I don't know, really... They ask me like, what's wrong with you, what happened, but I always feel like they're asking it just either out of the curiosity or out of decency. I mean, if they meant it for real they wouldn't ask me about my problems infront of all the other people. Damn, I just need to vent, get my crap together, be positive. But even when I try, something happens that kicks me right back on the ground. Today I got told twice that I am acting suicidal (sometimes I have these thoughts on my mind but fu*k it), even one girl started talking some bullshit to me how life is good and crap like that. Yeah, ofcourse it's good when you have an iPhone, a good bike, you always get the money, you have friends and you're not worried will your crazy parents pay the electricity bill or something, so they don't disconnect your power.


Damn, this is how I feel...