You're definitely not alone in feeling this way. It's totally okay to not have all the answers right now. Exploring your gender and sexuality is a personal journey, and it's perfectly fine if labels don't quite fit. Sometimes, it's more about how you feel than what you call it. Genderfluid sounds like it might resonate with you, but remember, it's your journey, and you can define it however you like.
As for sexuality, attraction can be fluid too. You might find that terms like bisexual or pansexual feel right, or maybe you'll find comfort in not labeling it at all. The important thing is to be gentle with yourself and give yourself the space to explore. If you ever want to chat more, this community is here for you. 🌈