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future is bleak - kosmic13 - 11-14-2012
I'm not sure if this is the right site for my situation, but I don't know where else to turn. I'm 23, and I have an STD. I haven't gone to a doctor, but it's very obvious. It's effects are visible, and at times very painful. I also lack the money to even see a doctor.
All I want in life more than anything is to find the right woman, get married, and start a family. Now that can never happen because of stupid choices I made years ago. I don't know what to do. I see a family together, and it tears me apart knowing I can never have that.
I don't even let myself get close to anyone, because I don't want to risk falling in love. But at the same time, I don't want to be alone anymore. I feel I've ruined my life, and there is nothing I can do about it.