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Bull crap /rage + just need to get some stuff out of my system - Kr4z1 - 07-17-2011
First I'm going to say that I'm not from the U.S and my grammar is a bit bad.
Anyways, today my girlfriend called me after two days of (counting today) of not talking to me. (WTF) When she called me she told me I don't treat her right..and THIS IS COMING FROM HER? That's total bull crap because she treats me like crap some days. >.> She gets mad when I have something to say or when I prove her wrong or w/e ._. Yeah sure I do get mad and when I raise my voice she takes it as I were yelling at her. >.> The bull crap is she doesn't let me have a saying about this kind of situations >.> that IS BULL crap -.- and she ALWAYS twisting my words and never let me finish my sentences >.> GOD fudge
She used to be emo (not scene like hardcore emo because she REALLY cut herself) and I got her to stop because I hate it when she hurts herself.
Besides all that raging I really like the girl and she's different (not in the bad way) then other girls at school..Like I really really like her not cause of her looks (of course that's a plus) I love her personality and her eyes. (naturally blue) she always makes me happy and laugh. She the only girl that I actually like in 4 years I've been at school (5-8 now I'm a freshman in High School) I never dated in my 4 years (well now 3 since it was 8 grade when we got together) because I didn't like anyone else because all of them are whores. -.-
Also, as much as my girlfriend makes me mad (which is hardly) I really love her a lot D: yes I know there's lots of other girls out there...but I'm sort of the quiet/shy type. :| fudge me for being like that and it's really hard for me to go up to girls and be like ''Hai, I like you'' because I'm afraid of being rejected and made fun of like I don't have enough with my lisp problem >.> I know not that some girls won't come to me and I have to come to them.. which is a problem for me..Not really a high self-esteem person. :| Last two years I got upset because nobody liked me because of my lisp problem (I think) or how I look -.- and I always thought I was going to be alone..because nobody my age likes me (even though I like older women because I believe they don't fudge with people in relationships) I've been told by older women I look cute (don't know if I should be like ''fudge YEAH'' or just be like ''eh'' leaning towards to ''fudge YEAH'') I been with one but I fudged it up because I raged when she posted a picture with a sign that shows ''Single'' ._.
I know I may not be the best looking guy but I know for a fact that I'm not the ugliest (I think :L) >.> I don't know..I'm just afraid of being rejected and made fun of for liking a girl and knowing that she doesn't like you back >.> and I hate rumors so..that's another problem that I don't ask girls out. :| I'll post a picture of me I suppose :L and my ex-girlfriend. D:
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/196/22926015018172171532810.jpg/ (ex-girlfriend also, this picture is old she got a haircut now)
NATURAL blond hair, white, short, not so skinny but not too ___, and NATURAL blue eyes. (amazing to me)
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/813/19918220253013977632410.jpg/ (me and this is also old because my hair grew a lot inb4goingforemolook
I'm not, lulz just wanted to see how my hair looks without straightening it)
RE: Bull crap /rage + just need to get some stuff out of my system - Chef - 07-21-2011
You just need to find someone else / socialize a bit more.
Socializing will hopefully give you more confidence. If the girl doesn't show you feelings toward you, try to tell her how you feel, I mean in every detail, how you're really shy and how she made you so happy.
If that doesn't work, she isn't the one for you.