Okay guys, so here’s the thing. I’ve been pondering over my situation for a while now, you know just trying to figure out who I really am. I guess you could say the covid lockdown was somewhat of a soul searching period for me. It’s only now that I feel comfortable enough to reach out about it.
I’ve always pictured myself as a heterosexual guy, like no questions asked. Yet, lately I’m not so sure. I find myself drawn to guys as well as girls, it’s pretty disorientating. Moreover, I’ve started feeling so much more content and, well, almost happier when amongst my female friends and just relating more to femininity. It’s been quite a confusing whirlwind, y’know?
It’s all pretty new and scary to me. Like, I feel boxed in due to societal norms and stereotypes even though people keep saying it’s 2021 and everyone’s so accepting. The problem is, I’ve always been afraid of labels. Now, I’m teetering on the edge of self-discovery and I’m actually terrified. Just the thought of being anything other than what I’m used to scares me, even if that’s who I really am.
I could really use some advice from people who have been down this path before, or just listen to the experiences of those who’ve been in similar situations. Like, how did you comes to terms with your 🤔