hey peeps, this is my first post here, so bear with me… i’ve been dealing with something for a while now. i think i might be questioning my sexuality? i’ve always identified as straight but recently i’ve been having feelings that confuse me. like, i find myself attracted to the same gender sometimes and honestly, it’s a bit scary.
it might be silly to say scared? but the feeling is just… overwhelming? like i’m standing on the edge of something big and unknown. it’s a whirl of emotions, really. and that’s just the attraction part. there’s also this second piece of the puzzle some of you might relate to: gender.
i’ve been reading some posts on here about you guys working out or figuring out your gender identity. and truth be told, i’m not even sure what my gender is anymore. i’ve always pinned myself as a man, born and all, but what if that’s not right? i think about it more and more, and it doesn’t seem to fit like it should.
most days, it feels like i’m wearing a tag that reads “man” but it’s written in a language that’s foreign to me. i honestly don’t know if it’s because my feelings about my sexuality are causing these questions about my gender, or vice versa… or if they’re separate journeys altogether.
it’s ironic isn’t it, amidst all the global chaos (c 🤔
